Sanity...Insanity

Remember that slapstick Jerry Lewis comedy, Orderly Disorderly, I don't remember it that well either, but am just thinking about it. I don't even rememeber the plot (like Jerry Lewis films had any plots), but still the name keeps ringing in my head with some vague pictures of Mr. Lewis in some totally uncomfortable position.

Yesterday I was humming a song that I have never heard in its entirety. I hate that song, it is a totally worthless and idiotic song, yet last night, until way way past my bed time, I kept humming it, until I had to get up all over again and go out to smoke, with mosquitos to keep me company (really want to invent a machine that would bite them)...

Very often I start humming this jingle from this really really excruciatingly stupid ad. It keeps doing rounds in my head. Until my head can't do anymore rounds.

Nearly every night I plan to remember the first thing I see when I wake up, and every morning I forget to notice it, and by the time I remember that I had to remember noticing that first thing, I've already forgotten about the first thing. Back in the saddle again...

The only dreams I forget as soon as I wake up are the ones I really want to remember forever, but then when do I decide which dream I want to remember forever, when I forget them as soon as I wake up.

It's always after I've said something rude and offensive that I decide not to say it. Over and over again.

Recently I've been doing so many of these sort of things, you know things you don't plan on doing but end up doing, and realizing that you have no control over them. And then you keep on doing them, until they get bored of you and move on!

Welcome back to blogging for me, it was a very interesting and lovely vacation, and I didn't miss this at all, but hey you can't really live without it now can you!

Will get a lot more personal the next time around...

Have fun.